Job 3:12

because it did not shut up the doors of my mother's womb, nor did it hide trouble from my eyes.

"Why did I not die from the womb? Why did I not give up the spirit when my mother bore me?

For now should I have lain down and been quiet. I should have slept, then I would have been at rest,...

with kings and counselors of the earth, who built up waste places for themselves;